i noe ppl cares.. but hu??? can u stand out n gimme a hug???i nid 1 now... i reali nid it$BlogItemTitle$>

sobz..... mani had parents hu nag like fuck.... but i dun.. basically.. i had $ s my parents... wateva i wan.. i asked them 4 it.. they juz put there the nxt morning.. i din even hav the time 2 sae tankz u(even though i nv tot of saying).. tiz mth.. ghost mth... my frenz got calls frm parents when they're ot late.. but my fone stay dead... cant they show sum god-damned concern abt mi???
toking abt bias.. when my bro is abit late frm work or whereva fuck place he is.. they'll ask mi call or sms him... kaoz... mum,dad.. onli he got chances of dying outside huh?cant i die outside?or i'mnot ur son.. he is???sae mi jealous or wateva shit... i dun care.. i oso dunwan u all 2 bother mi 2 much.. a call 2 ask mi hm once awhile,izzit 2 hard..?i'm oreadi stressed up abt my fucking tests.. its reali driving mi crazy.. i sumtimes reali nid rac... she's nv ard... i onli got sum real gd frenz.. but u cant ask mi hug guyz or gals hu're not close 2 mi?u guyz sae i'm old enuff.. 18yrs... then is 15yr(my cursed bro) an infant??
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sumtimes i reali wanted u guyz dead.. i wish u guyz r dead so i wun tink so much or even being jealous.. i juz nida sum1 pat mi on the back, sae kampatei or jia you... sum1 i cared abt.. Rachel & my parents,bro.. but they nv did tat... my frenz atleast gave mi all the tings i nid frm a fren... but my parents nv give mi ani shit... all they sae i'm old enuff... old enuff 2 die outside or old enuff 2 b disowned???Rac... i nv did said.. mayb i'm not all cheerful clown tat all c... i nv drop tears infornt of ani1... not even my best best best best best best best best best best best frenz seen mi cry... y???cuz i had gave my word 2 b the clown of my frenz... n i dun xpect ani return other than sum1 hu loves n cared abt mi like i cared n loved them... but it nv happened.. it nv happened...
Lastly.. Bro.. sorri abt slapping ur head... i luv ya... i do.. im sorri...
"I've changed... for the worse"
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