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went to c the doc 2dae... was earli diagnosed of suspected Hypertension aka High Blood Pressure aka 高血压... it dampens my mood to the trip to Lavalita... a place where we went freq in the past... to keep us updated wif the soccer world...
saw the darn Liverpool Jersey 08/10... it was a beauty... and it oreadi has the long sleeves... it turns mi on sia.... haha..... actually, tiz trip is 2 accompany YS buy the ManUtd Jersey wif 'Scholes' Champs League font... but it was outta stock... so no choice, we din get the jersey or wat so eva...
then we walked to Bugis, tot of eating, cuz we 3 were hungry le... then darlin called... she said she's at Bugis too... haha... so xcited... can c darlin wor... so the fact tat i might hav High Blood Pressure instantly disappeared... was happy to b able to meet her, cuz we saw last saw each other was Sun...
reached Bugis, then met up wif darlin awhile(tiz time still lovely dovey) b4 男人帮 set off 2 look 4 food... then suggested we steamboat tgt... and i called darlin... she's fine wif it... then we ate tgt le.... wif lotsa craps & jokes going on... we ended the steamboat session....
after we parted ways wif 男人帮, they're going badminton, i & darlin wif her shifu... we went bugis streets... i was looking 4 my earrings... & deem tat alot of ppl... we kinda din get it... duno is tiz made darlin angry anot...
then it changes... darlin ignoring mi, toking to her shifu onli, then asked him tiz & tat... woohoo.. i'm transparent(是男的都会妒嫉)... the whole trip frm Bugis to Wlds... we're like strangers... we din chat... she listened to her iPod alone, playing her fone... totally ignored mi... i'm reali sadden....
on the way hm after we reached wlds.. its still the same... i told her i MAY HAVE hypertension.... but she seems dun care... juz a simple 'Then doctor say wat?'... its not enuff darlin... i wan more care.... when.. mayb tat time u tot i was 'making' sumting up to atleast start a chat.... but guess wat...... i reali 1st stage diagnose wif Hypertension... not a ting tat i wanna make up to chat wif u...
again... no gdbye kisses... juz turned ur back on mi when u reached hm... not even a hug...... haiz.... finally... then frustration builds up... whamp!!!!! i gave the lift door a REAL HARD punch(now i got a swollen & bruised knuckle)....
duno... mayb 一时的激情已过... mayb i'm still running ard the blissful daes we had tgt while darlin, u had moved on....... our promises of no 理所当然 broken... shattered... 4gotten... darlin.. after these 4mths++ we're tgt... u're still the same..... wateva unhappiness is all written on ur face.... juz tat u dun tell mi.... how can i change, when i dun even noe where i've gone wrong...
I JUZ SIMPLY DUNO WHERE I'M WRONG
"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™