Touched by all the words you had for me written in your blog...
the things we did, you did not forget and neither will I... i appreciates all the effort we put inside the R/S that we both enjoyed so much....
all the 习惯 i too cant forget, cant get over.... i too misses you hell much.... but.... I just wanted to see the improvements of our r/s from the day we ended... but... there's none... we're still fighting, still quarreling... still.......
I'm very sad everytime I've shouted, screamed or scolded you... I wanted to say sorry... but... damaged is done, there's no way you can acted that I've never scolded you etc...
mayb few days ago was your limit... you got real angry this time round right???
Its okay... who fucked me this way, I'll also angry.... some-more its some1 who once 'claimed' to know you... I shouldn't have scolded you... but I'm glad i did...
Because... I need to let you know I'm upset too... I need you to know there are things which I don't like. If you can't change or simply improve it, there's gonna be quarrels & arguments about the same things again, no doubt.
Even though I disappointed on how I treated you... but I'm also happy at the same time...
Maybe its me bothering you.. maybe my standards was set too high, many suitors haven't reached my standards, or many have reached, just that you do not want to acknowledge.... maybe... 'HE' has appeared and occupied my place...
Looks like...
你已可以习惯这样的我,已经不是你喜欢的那个我了...
或许你已习惯我不能在你的身旁当你的习惯了...
Last but not least...
I wishes all my readers the best Tiger Year ahead...
虎年行大运!!!
"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™