加油哦!!!!你们两个
time flies... isnt it???? getting my 'no gd' PSLE results seems last wk... while my 'wow' O's seems yest....
but now.... tiz pity blogger is a mth away frm reaching the potential 20yrs old MAN!!!! no longer the boy tat mix ard.... brain-less-ly.... hav 2 tink of wat effects will it does in wateva i do nowadays.... so 'bz'......
while cleaning my wardrobe..... upon see-ing my 'graphpaper' sec sch uniform... all the images juz flash back instantly.... i juz miz them so much.... although alot of bad tings happen.... but 说到底... tats the place tat shapes mi.... shaping the current Crizz... Ngee Ann is juz the place tat does the final touches... tiz 2 stages of my life will nv b forgotten i b'live... so far.... i still wun 4get 男人帮 & my own MAFIAs.... =)
i'm pretty much looking at the nxt 2 stage of my life in the future...
Army phase, wich i c it s a polishing phase of my life.. yrs back... i dreaded going into the army.... cuz i'll lose my freedom wich we totally cant live w/o, esp when u're 16~18.... but the main reason is tat.... my body is not of the best of shapes... due 2 my Fits illness... i'm pretty scared i might juz bid gdbye frm the camp....
so tats the '3rd' stage... now 4 the final stage... the stage where i would c the final product of Crizz.... will i b juz another guy, using up the resources??? or will i b the nxt 有头有脸的人??? willl i stil b able to hav my wedding at the 'Durain'.... no matter hu is the bride.... the esplande is my choice.... tats when i'm outta the army then will i c... 我到底是怎样的人........
woooooowwwwooooowww.... juz a look at the stuffs of the past made mi tink too much... i wondered if my hair will turned white b4 long.........
now... the words tat matter most are
要放弃就得先放下
我放下了,现在就等我放弃.............
"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™