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the last hug, the last kiss... the last you...

wake up in the morning... tinking abt u... missing abt u...

in my slp... i juz cant stop dreaming abt u...

sms-ed u... hoping tat i could c u... but it was not meant to be...

the ans i wanted, was not the 1 i wan nor nid...

washed up, msn, watch movie...

saw u online, then i were all so silly...

heard u're alone for dinner 2nite..

wish i could pei u, but promised them a fortnight..

after the dinner... still tot of u...

went hm, hoping to meet u..

saw him b4 i set off... told mi tings tat would kills...

met u at the place tat u & mi 1st chills...

tonnes to ask u qns tat i wan...

but after u sat beside mi at tat very place,

all my qns... which i wanted to ask, would eventually be in vain...

see-ing the worries in ur eyes, of whether ur family would see us..

ur concern seems so fake in chasing mi off claiming i might hav no bus...

see-ing us like tat, in the same old settings,

but the love, care, concern were of different feelings...

all i noe.. i'm glad tat u're attached & moving on...

but the silly old Crizz is still crazily, holding on...

wat i wanna ask abt the patching...

hearing your laughters, proves tat i shld continue watching...

while u & him were acknowledge each others' feelings...

I'm given the rest that I needed for our relationship,

but when I'm ready to come back,

u're long gone to him, who dun need tat 'Rest'

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For those think I'm emo-ing again and think I shld get a life...

my reply: Hell yea, i'm emo-ing.... abt the getting myself a life... go fuck urself....

i guess... Mr Kok.. ur saying of Sec Sch frenz r 4evas & noe u best... u're only right abt the 1st part..

SCREW IT!!!...

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

last wk was... fun i guess...

废话少说...

MON (150609)

went out wif CK after i came back frm work.. haha.. went to NorthPoint to try the Jap-themed foodcourt.. thou the food were on the X side.... the food were suprising nice... LOL.. reali... not bad...

then we head to SAFRA Yishun to hav a go @ pool & c some hot chicks... my type!!! wooo... haha... then we went inside the Jackpot rm... instead of Jackpot-ing... we kapo their free Milo... muhahaha... *evil* after tat... hm sweet hm after taking a puff... i'm gonna fin the whole pack of my ciggs myself le... OMFG... i'm so unhealthy... damn~~~

Fun-o-Meter = 3.5/5... cuz i missed my 男人帮 alot... =(

Wed (170609)

failed my FTT... FUCKING DUN WISH TO TOK ABT IT!!!!!

Fri (190609)

hell wkend again... Shan + Xie + JH + V + Crizz... attacked Holland V.. again.. hahah... we went as usual... Coffee Club to chill again.. tiz time... i duno we chit chat till how long... haha... Shan left 1st as he still got Army on Sat..

So we (Xie + V + JH) oso head hm.. cuz i seems pretty tired.. i duno y... shag like fuck..

btw... i juz realised on Fri, Nicole Highway can go M'sia!!! muahahahhahaahahahahaha

Fun-o-Meter = 4.5/5

Sat (200609)

Met V @ town to shop for her dress for her bd & my bag... but end up.. we bought nth... hmm... actually.. i bought sumting... or rather... tio scammed for a Mag tat V is promoting... kinda like Taiwanese's Fashion Mag... kinda useful - for gals!...

nvm... then met JH @ Taka (btw.... my legs was wobbly after shopping wif a shopping queen w/o complains...) then walked all the way to Dodby Ghaut to meet Xie as we decided to go Timbre!!!! finally i'm heading to Timbre... wooo....

after a loooooong walk for the 3rd time tat nite... we finally reached Timbre... & after a few unnecessary turns by Shan, he joined us after we got a seat... The live band, Goofellas, was suprisingly gd... the drinks.. was not bad either.. as i was cash strapped for some stupid reason, we juz listen songs & drink abit... and we kinda kept slience.. as we seated near the stage & couldnt hear each other...

after tat.. we head hm.. as near Timbre do not have NR2... the lads were gd enuff to acc. mi to Esplande.... to take NR2... after i board my bus... they realised, there's no NR for them.. so they walked all the way back... & there's no NR too... tat results in loitering in town for ard 1hrs plus... which i oreadi bathed hao, gonna slp le.. tot V haven reached hm (my 本性).. called her & suprised the 3 retards still in town... wtf!!!... ghaha...

then waited till the 'Burden V' reached hm.. i felt aslp straight after..

Fun-o-Meter = 6/5

Sun (210609)

guess wat time i woke up.... 4pm!!!! DAMN~~~~

Went for father day's dinner... my treat... was supposed to meet Shan + Xie + V @ 9pm... but i fin the dinner at 930... muahhahahahah...

so chiong down to BPP, swensens to meet the guys/gal.. talked abit some sensitive stuffs.. then hm sweet hm @ 1120pm.. yawns...

Fun-o-Meter = 3/5

Mon (220609)

6 clerks ---> 2 MC, 1 MA. 1 Overseas leave...

FUCKINGLY BZ......

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

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i'll blog abt my trip wif CK on Mon nite, and my failed FTT tues nite... next time...
=( fucking sad tat i failed the test..

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

wkends... again...

haha.. here's my wkend again...

FRI

went cohesion wif Manpower Br, hence kinda like halfday... went Manhattan for the 1st time(@ Plaza Sing)... then we tok cock sing song at there ard... 2hrs plus... then we OTOT went for LAN gaming.... L4D!!!! woooo.. hahah..... then i owned L4D, as i play like pro... *blush*.. then tio owned in CS by Samuel Chan... walao.... seems like.. after JD & Sam Kee ORD-ed liao... our branch not so 'dead' afterall.. =S

after the cohesion+gaming... i went to meet Xie & JH... find a place chill.. cuz fri lei.. knn... go hm rot... then i went Holland V meet them... tats when i bought ciggs... again... when i lighted tat stick once again... i tink... i'm in the wrong side of life again... but fuck care.... @ Holland V tok cock abit... then went to Jurong hill then to Xie's hse vicinity to cont our chat+rants+scoldings...

end of the day.... reached hm @ 330am... Fun-o-Meter: 3.5/5

SAT

Vivian & Crizz

went to meet Shan & Xie to go find KY... @ PC Show... the only mission i tink ok tat day would be see-ing chio bu...but all the way frm city link... not even a 'can-make-it ah lian' found.... wtf!!!... SG's gals all die laio sia... then 好不容易 reached her booth, passed her sum snacks.. we head off... skipping lvl6... hahahah... then so 'randomly' V called.. wanna meet us... then after we chill at Starbucks.. Shan went off to his dad's BD... @ somewhere near Chinatown...

Crizz & Clara, the Angel Receptionist

then we went jalan jalan ard Esplanade, b4 we decided to settle down our dinner @ 7atenine... which is a FUCKING HIGH CLASS & EXPENSIVE PLACE... the reason y i'm not against it.. is cuz the receptionist is a freaking HOT 'angel'... her name: Clara... OMFG... SHE'S GORGEOUS WIF HER WINGS... i ta boleh tahan... i wasnt listening AT ALL when she described her place's privilages... i was... ahem... looking at her... but she keep bio-ing Xie... lol.... then after we got the place's privilages understooded... we started our high class dinner... after a while... we requested to take a pic wif her... hha.. so PS... but V reali noe how 2 sabo.... then we waited for Shan to rejoin us & JiaYi to join us too.. V's fren..

V, Crizz, Shan, JiaYi, Xie

after the dinner & dance to the live bands.. we head to the sea side & cont our jokes session... haha... aftewards... 1130... we went hm... yawnz... tired... but i love tat day... Fun-o-Meter: 5/5

SUN

went out to re-enrol my driving... went BBDC to enrol as private lo~~~... then went to CCK meet V... again... then while waiting for her cut hair... after tat.. meet Xie.. we head to Chevrons... to take a look @ her bd's chalet... then nida plan how 2 deco... walao.. tio arrow reali not fun sia... LOL... then we're dicussing abt going to Genting for her bd trip.... so freakingly random la... walao.. so like 70% decided to go Genting 8,9,10 JUL... =.=

then Shan, Xie, Mi went to IMM for our dinner... Ajisen time... LOL... then we laugh here laugh there as usual.. after payday.. i spent like siao kia... ahha... so Shan named us... F4... haha... spend like no ppl's biz... kns.. but true... i felt richer...

after a anyhow jalan jalan cuz i wanna get a big bag for Genting trip from puma... but i cant find... so we head to kopitiam to get my almond longan... my fav... HAHAHHA... after tat.. head hm le~~~

so now... pretty tired.. Fun-o-Metre: 3/5

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Her Final Post...

想... 如果我能说出祝你幸福... 我应该认了吧...
我们俩的努力都不够坚强... ... ...

就让我含着泪... 向你离开的方向告别...
I'll keep this blog going... because it is this very same blog... that 让我认识了你...

今天... 一个人在家回想着........ 我才发现我多么的... 多么的爱你...

Darlin... Goodbye......................

now...

in camp now...
missing u now....
tired now...
lonely now...
cash-less now...
need some1 to love mi now....
need anger management now...
cant wait for wkends to come now...

wanna die now...

wkends...

Hmm... came back to blog...

Fri - went out... wif jh, xie, ky, lc.. to celebrate LC's belated bd... haha... and the prezzie finally gave it to him le.. watched Terminator... well... not nice... but got Arnold's muscular d*ck... so i guess its fine... HAHHAHA...parted ways after the 9pm Terminator... then went out wif jh & xie 2 rd as jh got car!!!! asked the hyper V again... chilled ard Bt Timah + prata + play pool... since ages i've visited Bt Timah & even longer since i last touched a cue stick... i lost every match (b'live it)... then its hm sweet hm... fun-O-meter =3.5/5

Sat - went out wif 男人帮... Butter Fac... finally... i picked up club once more... waited for Butters for ard 2hrs ++ b4 we got in... at 1st... i dun even noe how 2 order drinks le... i was 'beer-ing' for the past 2yrs of my freaking life.... anyway... got voldka red bull... then drink till high le... hit the dance floor... i admit.. my moves really sux... HAHAHAHAHA... head hm ard 2++... fun-O-meter = 4/5

Sun - Mahjong sessionw if the crazy ppl (V, xie, KY, shan, JH)... haha... then i & V 1 side.. lost abit here & there + i 咋唬... HAHAHA.. i'm a loser.....
fun-O-meter = 3/5

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问自己... 你们真的了解你们的好哥儿们, 好姐妹吗? 还有... 他们真的了解你吗? 真的了解吗?
没人能比你对你的人生还清楚... 还了解... 还懂你...
所以... 一切的错误, 一切的责任, 一切的罪过... 只能怪自己，骂自己, 恨自己...

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在那一瞬间... 我想起你的那张睡脸... 我不禁的微笑了... 是我在想你吗?