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its sunday!!!!

wow... its end of the wk le... or rather to sum.. its the start of the wk... wateva it is... its a sunday to be exact...

hmm... din went out... so were at hm doing...... alot of tings... haha..... lets c....

woke up kinda late, like ard 12??? sms-ed darlin but she's oready on her way out... well... hope she enjoyed.....
then i lunch on breads.... 4 slices.... haha.... quite full... ard 3pm++??? i tink ba.... haha...
then miraculously... i decided to washed my own dishes... haha... but well.. my family is lazy-type... so all the dishes were washed by my mum in the past... but tiz 责任 falls on mi... so i washed lo~~~~
then since waking up... were playing my FM... i kinda re-play... so i now i'm in 2015/16 season of the game... tink i passed my 500th game in-charged le ba... haha....
found out tat sunday, TV is useless... cuz no shows one... kns
but looking 4wd to Lara Croft - Tomb Raider latta on the nite... which i tink pretty sums up 2dae....

so.... tats my summary of my day at hm... ON A SUNDAY... ahhahhahahhaha..... can sae kinda boring ba.... well... tml is the start of reserving my grad attire le... hmm... means i'm near my grad dae... which oso means my enlistment........

our 4th mth is near..... i found sumting tat u would love.... but hope no1 noes it & i would definately wanna surprise u on May 1st.................. 宝宝... 三个月二十七天快乐!!!!!

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

没资格....

went out wif 男人帮 2dae.... after having a fight wif darlin... well... juz 2dae alone... i found out a few tings....

i dunnoe my darlin well, after 3mths+++... and is on the verge of losing her.... looking back on previous posts... tat i mentioned her on my every post... guess tiz is how much i love her, how much i dunwanna lose her, how impt she is...
went out wif 男人帮.... found out tat... i'm gonna pass-by their lives liao... their jokes, their sacar remarks, their badminton odessey.... all seems 2 mi tat i'm outta their picture... i duno... 1st time i felt outta place wif them ard, cant joke wif them, cant crap wif them... and these facts made 2dae even worse.... esp after tat fight i had wif darlin....

i've lost 2 of my prized possessions.............................

darlin... dear dear 的一切努力, 都不敌一个失误吗???? 我始终没资格神生气..........

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

i noe.......

Liverpool FC Jersey - Season 08/09

well... i duno... i duno is i tink too much or wat........

i tink 男人帮 is getting less & less patience or rather, kinda fed up wif mi.... cuz i noe their emotions too well when toking 2 them last time when we met up for lunch a few daes ago....

i noe gh pissed tat i jio them out 4 pool but nida last min rush off...

i noe ck buay song i comment on stuffs tat he does sumtimes....

i noe ys fed up abt mi scolding ppl every now & then - though its for fun...

i noe i noe... i tink i messed up my life wif frenz le.... i noe even if i called them out 4 fun again, i noe their reactions... i noe i juz noe....

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

wat is give & take when.....

my new cap - courtesy of Messy

HUMAN/humane may refer to that which is, or should be, characteristic of human beings. In thus describing characteristics, human may refer to good and bad traits of a person alike (human kindness; human weakness). - courtesy of Wikipedia...

ok... tats wat human is abt... but 2 mi.... human means another ting.... 犯贱!!!!
tats how i c human beings... well.. dun get mi rong, i'm a human being, not sum kind of alien.... i too is 犯贱...

1st - i kept complaining tat i'm always alone, due to the 'ever-bz-but-nv-getting-ani-betta' parents... so therefore... i hoped they could stay at hm, even though we dun tok, having them in the presence makes it..... volaaaaaaaa my mummy not working 2dae... haha... was kinda 'glad'... even smiling in my dreams perhaps.... BUT... she juz screwed tings up man.... i duno y la... washed my bems w/o telling mi... making mi 'tinking that' got my black bems in my mind, and i was tinking abt wat 2 wear latta le... but hor..... i nida re-tink the whole new set when she washed tat bems.. so................. ARGH..... tat pissed mi off... yeah u bet it did... i dun like it tiz way... if tats the way, its betta off she's working... haiz... ppl might disagree... hahahahhaha.. wait till it happens to u..... hypocrites.....

2nd scenario - seeing peeps going 4 sch most morning makes mi sch-sick.... felt like going back 2 sch 2 hook back my frenz etc.... but i noe... when i'm back in sch..... books juz makes mi pukes, canteens makes mi fustrated... toilets makes mi shivers..... so... wats the pt of... 'waa... miz going 2 sch'...... ,,l,,

haha... crappy shits...

3rd - when u miss sum1 real much.... u noe when u asked her/him 2 pei u and will definately get rejected... but hey... dun tell mi 1 individual din 'try to ask' even noe the oblivious rejections?????

'hey crizz... i wun lei.... y make urself embarrassed???'
i say, 'fcuk u man!!!' hahahahahaaahhah...

so wat i mean is... i noe darlin is not available on sat or oblivious a tiring wkdae... but i still asked her if she wanna pei mi 2 go tamp 4 interview juz now...

mayb my butt itchy.. wanna make myself felt sad... aka a sadist..... so i guess the prob is nv on her.. its mine prob... hmm... reali wondering y.... i keep doing these... argh.... darlin... dun feel bad kkz? dear oways asked at the rong time... heez

4th scenario - hmm... haven encounter... will update if there's 4th... =/

ok... nth much more abt 2dae wanna sae de... ahha... gd mood... other than my mummy part... so.... bottom line... i love my darlin till sun is extinguished... moon is no longer colder, milky way is no longer white... =)

sum assholes juz duno how 2 READ SIGNS!!!!

P/S: darlin.... sorry for all dear's 无理取闹.... =)

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

full moon......

Standing by the window, looking at the night...

saw a full moon and was bathing in its light...

but all by the window was me & me alright...

juz tiz lonely jerk, in the lonely night...

every thoughts were about you all night...

wishing that he could hold you slp tonight...

but cant we set a day every week, and name it 'Our Night'?

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

Nic oways asked mi....

为什么要把自己搞成这样?????

Crizz's ans oways like tiz.....

因为... 我犯贱!!!! 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

rotting + sicking+ enlisting...

i'm a grad, finally...

hmm... thurs... a pretty much gd dae................................. i guess...

felt betta, but still not 100%... so i give m'sia trip a miz....
woke up, had breakfast then tonnes of job opportunities....
planning tml's interview in excitement.....
after earli dinner.... went open my letter box
GOT MY FCUKING ENLISTMENT LETTER... there goes my jobs opportunities..
worse still... its for pes e de... made mi felt so lonely....

不知道要开心还是伤心...................... 16th June 2008 - 我要进去了

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

great...

wat a great dae.....

lost a packet of tissue... (its impt.. esp for mi - shit king)
lost my EZ-Link card, and i duno where or when i lost it....
big sickness cuming my way... head spining... weak limbs....
give tuition 2nite....
cant nap.. cuz no1 at hm...
head hurts like fcuk, cant take panadol...
running nose seems desperate 2 run.....
throat dry & hurts like craps
abit of sun burnt
FCUKING HOT WEATHER!!!!

i cant hope for worse le...

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

random post???

hmm... ok... back 2 blogging... but y do i blogg when i got nth much 2 sae... even though wanna sae.... oso lazy ba... i guess....... haiz... heck

~~~SUN~~~

sharon's bd... haha... finally tat gal, i mean lady 21 liao... but she did everyting tat a 21 could de liao la... so her 21 came abit late, i wld sae... aniway.... went over with 男人帮 to her place 4 a buffet 2 celebrate her 21st glorious yrs.... wow... got 2 c sum familar yet long time no see frenz... like jia, shaoping, vivian, chanel, shawn... etc.... pretty much an all gals affiars s the whole hse more 2 the 'gal-y' side... so 男人帮, Fabian & Shawn felt abit outta place, so we left earli... after cutting the cake & all those flashy cams....

head 2 gh hse 4 abit of K-session b4 heading hm ard 1230.... shagged... but looking 4wd 2 mon....

~~~MON~~~

darlin sch re-opens de 1st dae... so she wanted mi sent her go sch... s promised, i woke up... miriculously(howeva u spell tat...) and i'm not tat tired, atleast not wat i xpected.... mayb looking 4wd 4 darlin's happy news on how she wld enjoyed her day in sch ba...

but when reached tamp, the 'cant-bear' feeling came on strongly... i duno y.. but it juz came... but i nv showed out... cuz...... wat can she do even when i said: "Darlin, we pon sch 2dae?"... she oso cant do ath..... so dun wanna make her feel bad ba....

then after she went sch... i got a call.... frm my agent, saying tat i nida go down NTUC Centre 4 an interview... wth.... but since wanna proved tat i'm not 无所事事... i shall go take on tiz job interview... so i head down... mayb 4 duno how many times la... but tiz time reali i felt lost lo..... duno how 2 go tat blardy damn place.... 1st time find place nida keep looking at the directions board.... make mi look like frm batam-kia.... lolx

then found le... waited quite lo... so 无聊.... then i tink i screwed up the whole shit... cuz i din manage 2 read up their linkcard's benefits... tats equals to a 'Tombstone Piledriver'..... ooooooooooo wateva.... then travelled back ALONE on the train... waa... long time din travel train alone liao... reali lonely sia... haiz.... wondered how darlin did it when meeting her frenz... muz hav enuff attractions sia................

aniway.... reached hm... ate mummy's hm cooked dinner.... she long time din cook liao, cuz she said she bz making $$.... but we nv got richer...... wth!!!??? then at hm slack till rot??? s per norm.....

~~~TUES~~~

met darlin 2 sent her 2 sch... s per norm... she kinda nap in the bus... but 2dae abit lesser ppl, hence we still can joke ard abit.... more spaces.... =/ ahha... then let her off 2 sch le... tot of eat at tamp then go hm le... but cant find ath nice, & dun feel like eating breads... so i endured till wlds... aka my hse there eat....

knnccb.... 2dae muz b 1 of the worst tiz yr...... after i bought tat norm soya bean & noodles... when i opened the wooden chopsticks, 2 mini wood pierced thru my thumb... i fcuking pain like hell... waa... summore the soya bean tasted like plain shit... fcuk shit... then i spilled the noodles on myself... oh yeah... lord... can u do ath worse?????

waa.. pissed.... mid of the dae, too sianz... jio ck out... tot of swiming de.... but raining... so end up at Sheng Siong... grabbed sum tibits & at the same time looking 4 great deals at Sheng Siong..... but b4 tat... we went pool-ing + arcarde gaming.... reali fun sia... mayb tml go again... hahaha... wif ys... after we swim in the morning... kinda looking 4wd 2 tat... so... ya...

btw, juz went cwp get k800i... knn... m1 cheat ppl... nv give memory card......... damn... nida get 1... haiz... sianz... hu can lend mi the mmc 1st....? plz... tankz....

~~~WED~~~

nth much, planned swiming in the morning then tuition wif darlin's cousin at nite... hope she dun cry on mi again... i'm scared.................. =X

darlin.... 我们疏远了吗？ ='(

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

tagged~~~

well... nth much 2 write on my life lately... found out tat was tagged by Shannon, hence i'll relentedly do ba... haha... jkjk...

Real name: Cheong Yip Hoo, Crizz
Nicknames: ©rizz™
Married: No
Male/Female: Male
High School: Riverside Secondary
Polytechnic: Ngee Ann Poly
University: -

Short/Long Hair: Ermm... UNdefined
Are you a healthy freak: I guess so... but abit on the 'fat' side
Height: 1.73m
Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope, i'm WITH some1
Do you like yourself?: Should b ba...
Righty or lefty: Righty

~~~1st~~~

Surgery: Ermm.... dunhav ba... unless i got swapped of a betta brain, cuz i seems stupier by the days
Piercing: the left ear
Person you see in the morning: if i'm not wrong, shld b my darlin....
Award: Gd progess award???
Sport you joined: Soccer
Vacation: dunhav wor...
Concert: been to none....

~~~Currently~~~

Eating : Nope
Drinking: Nth
Im about to: Masturbate??? haha... FM-ing ba... or Online Movie Streaming....

~~~Your Future~~~

Want kids: 废话 (yes.. in case sum stupid dumbo dun get the meaning of 废话...)
Want to get married: 废话 (yes.. in case sum stupid dumbo dun get the meaning of 废话...)
Careers in mind: Fashion Designer; Singer/Actor??? hahahahaha

which is better?Lips or eyes?: Eyes???
Hugs or kisses: Kisses
Shorter or taller: Taller???
Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic... i guess....
Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 50-50 Loud
troublemaker or hesitant?: Troublemaker 60-40 Hesitant

Have you ever...kissed a stranger: of cuz.... nah.... i dun get the previlage....
drank bubbles:WTH is drank bubbles??? Teh Tarik's bubbles or Soapy Bubbles???
lost glasses/contacts: Nope...
ran away from home: Tot of, but lacked courage
liked someone younger: I'm a male chauvinist
liked someone older: like i say... i'm a male chauvinist, so nononono
Never.broke someone's heart: I guess.... everytime??? =(
Cried when someone died: ermm... cant find in my memories... so guess din ba...

DO you believe in...Yourself: Well... everytime, b4 i does it... but when i'm in the middle of it.... i tend 2 lose it....
Miracles: shld b hav la... cuz i've read news tat ppl fell frm 12th floor, still alive... tats pretty much a miracle....
Heaven: not sure??? but i sure do hope so... cuz duno frm where i've learnt tat all angels r.... NAKED!!!!!
Santa claus: nope.... dun tink got tat old man la....
Magic: 魔术(yes) or 法术(bullshits)???
Angels: NAKED angels counted????

~~~Answer truthfully~~~

Ys there someone you want to be with right now? Viona Chan!!!!

Tag 5 ppl: JH, GH, Sharon, Viona Darlin, Bro

"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™

i'm stupid...

well... lets tok abt these few days... =/

~~~Sun~~~

STAGE-d

wait 4 darlin cum back frm her singing then off we go 2 far east 2 take a look at Stage Shop... i was abit late.. like 5mins...? well... cuz of the darn Mas... custom keeps jamming, then my bus fcuked up... kaoz... damn pek cek....

we reached there quite earli... i tink... ard 2++?? not sure either... then had my quick lunch at LJS... then wait 4 darlin's shifu to reached cuz he's bored, darlin asked him out.... then we straight head to the shop & find it quite disappointing.... haiz... guess i'm reali draggin darlin suay-ness(aka 带衰)..... made her takes un-fruitful trip... waste her time & her energy... sorry darlin.... i noe no matter how many sorries i've said... wun replenished ur energy.... so nxt time dear will b more caring de, check out the stuffs 1st... if nice, then bring darlin go... =/

2.7/5 popcorns...

then we walk walk walk.... walk till cine.... darlin wanna look 4 her nails' stuffs... tubey de.... but after we reached there... there's no more le... so......... her shifu suggested tat we could b able to catch a movie or wat... & there we hav it.... 'Untraceble' --- my recommendation after i've watched the trailer... NICE but GROSS.. =/

after tat..... we went hm while i sent darlin hm... =)

~~~Mon~~~

happliy ever after

sent darlin to sch 4 her realworks(aka sum sch chores, but paid).... hahaz... mayb too long nv get up so earli le... so NEARLY cant make it on time... haha... but still... able to b on time.... hahaz.....

then had breakfast wif darlin @ the mac there b4 she met her shifu & head off to her sch le... while i went back hm to check 4 more jobs online.... till i fell aslp....

then after darlin reached back wlds, i went 2 pick her up... but i was late, s usual, the bus... but mayb the fault is in mi, i shld hav gone out earlier... then she went 2 get her bubble tea while i waited 4 her at the interchange....

i went 2 her hse 4 abit of dinner.... tats when the pt i'm careless & made darlin angry yet again... 为什么我那么笨???!!! darlin... plz... dun b angry wif dear le....???? let dear xplain fully 2 u...??? dear nv felt forced... i nv sae i dun like 2 eat at ur place... but wat i tot is tat ur mummy nv xpects i 2 eat at ur place, so i scare the food might not b enuff to go ard the hse... so i choose not 2 eat the share... i nv felt forced..... the 'supper'.... it's juz a ting i anyhow said, to xplain where i going wif ck they all... i had my fill at ur hse, & ur mummy's cooking is gd...

darlin... i dun like u left mi alone at ur place... plz... dun do tat 2 dear kkz??? dear will felt berri... 空虚.... ='(

希望... 我这个笨蛋能学快一点.... haiz...

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went out wif 男人帮 after tat... head to Timah, Jurong Hill & West Coast Park... nice places....

if i could own a car.... if i could................................

STAGE IS OPERATING IN SG!!!

ok... i got a super news gonna tell my 'fans'...................

LADIES

GENTLEMEN

Stage is opened in Singapore... Far East Plaza... #02-60....

haha... i giving them free ad sia..... aniway... i'm a poor kid... so i guess mani of my frenz CFM WILL get the tings frm STAGE faster than mi... tats reali saddens mi....

blog abt the outing wif darlin yest tml.... shall rest.... tired... =/

btw... plz rate my 'new skin'... i duno if its nice... =(

幸福 '三个月'

Darlin's prezzie to mi on our 3rd Mth.... so touched...

ok... let mi start off by saying happy be-lated bd to my bro... his bd is on 1st April... April's Fools... seriously, i din bluff.... but i dun tink i nida xplain 2 those hu dun b'live... cuz i dun tink there's a nid, cuz its my bro afterall..... haha.... dun managed to get him a prezzie on time, but tink will give ba, but duno wanna give him wat.. cuz he gave himself a psp s his prezzie... grats... =/

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

aniway(tiz is berri fast gonna mi my 口头禅 =P).... yest was my 幸福 '三个月'... heez... of cuz i booked darlin earli, in case she 4gottens....

Black & White of love....

met her at ard 230 at CWP then we head off to PS to watch our moive, 'Slam'.... on the way... we cont playing the game on my fone.... i tink its the bricks breaker etc... but wat ever the case... we're having fun... haha... then berri fast reached PS le... haha... we went straight to get our tix b4 tinking to take neoprints... but town got a berri serious rainfall... so i 'assumed' tat cine would 'flood'.... haha... so we aborted the idea then went slacking at PS b4 going in the theater wif our nachos...haaahhaha

2.2/5 popcorns... the 2 marks is given to 麻吉弟弟... the 0.2 is given to those who even bothers to film it...

the movie 'Slam' simply said... CMI.... w/o Andrew Chow aka 麻吉弟弟... tat show simply unable to publicise.... =X... i was juz enjoying the OST & a few sences of 麻吉弟弟 while darlin were freezing to death... haha... the air-con was quite cold, but surprisingly, i'm not abit cold... so i asked darlin to hug mi lo... since i'm giving out heat 4 no reason...

after the movie, we went on to go New York New York for our dinner... walao... i tink they changed their menus... last time i went there.... there were quite abit of selections of main course... but there were less than 10 when we patronised them last nite... wtf!!!!

Hotpot... other pix we took is abt food... haha...

so we 'xcaped' frm the NYNY... we head to MS to c if we can get ath 4 human consumtion... and was been given a flyer 4 'Hotpot'... quite a deal... so we head to the 'Hotpot' & started our mini buffet.... darlin was eating & playing at the same time... 受不了她(her 口头禅)... then i was berri full during halfway thru the eating... i decided to go shit... haha... after shiting, 东方再起.... fin the choco fondue.... haha... then we duno ate how mani mashmellows... haahhahaha... we like monster sia... heez.... then darlin started her 'creativity' le... drawing on the plates... heez...

then we head to esplanade le... to chill awhile b4 heading hm.. =) but actually.. is darlin's 自恋 time la... HAHHAHAHHAHHA...

~~~自恋@Esplanade~~~

~~~自恋@Train~~~

end of the day.... tat dae was perfect... no April's Fools... 1 of the many best tat i'm gonna enjoy wif darlin......

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