w/o him in my post = w/o a soul..... hahahahahah
haiz.... knn(sorri 2 start off so vuglary)..... now is 1203 in the midnite, & mi not able 2 chat online due 1 the DOWNFALL OF MSN!!!! WTF.... NOW THEN I NOE TAT MSN IS THE 3RD TING I CANT DO W/O, RITE BHIND MY WIFE & FAMILY.... argh!!!!!!
the Headline of the 2oth century.... Sept 11, 2001.......
speaking of downfall.... hmm.... yest, wich is mins b4 2dae.... was the 5yrs anni of the 9/11 attacks... went youtube 2 look 4 clips on the attacks since i'm so DAMN BORED W/O MSN!!!!! seeing the planes crashes into the WTC & Pentagon, it stills sends shivers down my spine.... its still so scary.... 4 planes, full of passengers.... 2 into WTC, 1 into Pentagon... 1 went into a field.... none onboard those planes survived....... tats juz a small nums compared 2 the total casualties....
tat instance, devastating.....
haiz... duno wat 2 sae... 5yrs le... 5yrs, after the WTC.... other than tiz anni, all seems 2 b going on well in life, worldwide... but all seems diff when tiz dae came.... all bcum crybabies, 'weeping tom'....... mi too felt sad 4 the dead... but we nida b strong hor...??? haiz... nvm... when 9/11 is over.... like starting frm now.... ppl ard the world will hav sumting less 2 weep abt, 4 a yr atleast.... =) but y sae is easier than having it done???? hmm... mouth.... piece of shit eating organ.... hahaa.... no la... juz tat..... i reali duno y we r so emotional when it happens 2 us, but could laugh it off when ur frenz, families, loved ones r the 1 going thru it....????
ARGH!!!!!!!!! tiz made mi more mature hor??? or more stupid???? duno la...cant even handle my probs & emotions liao.... still wanna look 4 a gal 2 protect??? hahaa.... navie Bathing CHRIS.... hahhaahhaa.... GOD muz b sad ba, i guess... since he's the 1 landing mi wif all the probs, & i'm unable 2 handle it, even 1 at a time... let alone all bfall on mi.... AT ONCE!!!!(dun get mi rong, i'm buddhist, family r atleast, but i consider myself s a free tinker.... =)) aiya... duno wat humans r tinking la... even though i'm 1 too... cuz i dun even noe wat i reali wanna do in the future when asked upon....
results out in 4 more daes, officially.... scared??? nah, i xpect mi 2 retake a module le.... haha... duno lei... mayb tiz is wat ppl called : "Xi Wang Yue Gao, Si Wang yue Tong".......
"I've changed... for the worse"
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