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soon... i'm gonna break down... 马票都没这样准... =/
now i noe... its how ez to get depressed.....
but not ez to get back to ur feet frm the start, let alone back to where u had achieved...
lost the confidence that once u had... it means bye bye 4'eva....
atleast i dun feel s confident s when i'm a few mths back...
i talked to make frenz in the past... but now..... i talked to make others feels tat i'm the the same which i doubted....
basically.... i talked becuz of talking.... not a single soul is found in my words...
everytime i looked back... i saw the mths we crossed, the quarrels we solved, the kisses/hugs we gave each others, the anniversaries we celebrated...
it warms the coldest night, lights the darkest tunnel, widens the narrowest road...
the onli bad ting abt depression is:
- i dun get to hav xtra time to make amends for all the hurt tat i've made to u...
- i dun get xempted frm army...
- i live my life, depressed, sucidal-tinking
"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™