the last hug, the last kiss... the last you...
wake up in the morning... tinking abt u... missing abt u...in my slp... i juz cant stop dreaming abt u...
sms-ed u... hoping tat i could c u... but it was not meant to be...
the ans i wanted, was not the 1 i wan nor nid...
washed up, msn, watch movie...
saw u online, then i were all so silly...
heard u're alone for dinner 2nite..
wish i could pei u, but promised them a fortnight..
after the dinner... still tot of u...
went hm, hoping to meet u..
saw him b4 i set off... told mi tings tat would kills...
met u at the place tat u & mi 1st chills...
tonnes to ask u qns tat i wan...
but after u sat beside mi at tat very place,
all my qns... which i wanted to ask, would eventually be in vain...
see-ing the worries in ur eyes, of whether ur family would see us..
ur concern seems so fake in chasing mi off claiming i might hav no bus...
see-ing us like tat, in the same old settings,
but the love, care, concern were of different feelings...
all i noe.. i'm glad tat u're attached & moving on...
but the silly old Crizz is still crazily, holding on...
wat i wanna ask abt the patching...
hearing your laughters, proves tat i shld continue watching...
while u & him were acknowledge each others' feelings...
I'm given the rest that I needed for our relationship,
but when I'm ready to come back,
u're long gone to him, who dun need tat 'Rest'
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For those think I'm emo-ing again and think I shld get a life...
my reply: Hell yea, i'm emo-ing.... abt the getting myself a life... go fuck urself....
i guess... Mr Kok.. ur saying of Sec Sch frenz r 4evas & noe u best... u're only right abt the 1st part..
SCREW IT!!!...
"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™
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