Interest? Future?? i really duno...
i wanted so much to do tee-shirts designs, ad designs or things like tat... but... i dun tink i'll do well cuz i CANT draw... hmmm...
wat abt u guys??? u guys currently doing the tings tat u guys like, or plain because tat degree u're studying/having provide u with food?
currently my family is in quite a bad shape, hence i've got no choice but to postpone my degree plans... not tat i wanna get sympathy, but... I juz wanna make sure there's no retards asking me y dun study, y dunwan study????
anyway... as mentioned juz now, my interest are as mentioned, but... the future of tat interest, dun seems gd... or rather said, wun 发达...
i strife to 发达.... however, i'm not willing to sacrifice the time to play @ the same time. Yes... ppl will fuck mi cuz how can u still tink of playing when my family is in this situation... but hey brothers/sisters, all work & no play makes Crizz a dull boy~~
summore i noe i can nv sit on a job which is not my interest, long enuff to 发达...
society is like tat u may say... but i got ppl who can play, earn @ the same time... which i dire.... i noe these ppl are gd life, but cant i be like them?? WTH....
argh.... frankly speaking... its the reasons for the many slp-less nites tat i have... I've talked to numbers of frenz, colleagues etc.. whom had gave me alot of different solutions but price-less.... each & every one of them...
but i haven heard frm her... she almost spent the past 1.5yrs closest to me... i wanna hear her voice, i wanna hear her advice... but i juz cant get her... cuz she's bz wif mahjong, TV, make passport & excuses like tat.... but well... we're oready ex, so why the commitment i ask myself... she had to live her life, unlike me, dwelling on this USELESS PIECE OF R/S!!!!!!
FML
so tell mi... for u guys...
Interest vs Future
choose your side...
"I've changed... for the worse"
©rizz™
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