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now is 11 40pm... n i'm crying all alone... lots of stuff in my head... juz un-clearable... i felt tight in my chest.. i cant breathe... OH king of hades... if u wanted mi so badly... plz... take mi wif u at the end of the lunar mth.. i juz cant take it no more... i'm tired of smiling.. i'm tired of joking... i'm tired of evryting.. i started 2 get wat i wan...
- diff 18th bd
- $ where i can almost get all i wanted
- nice pals
BUT i juz unable 2 capture ur heart... i dunwan it now... but u noe tat i'm waiting fooly 4 u... i like u.. i duno if u're 2.. but u said 2 mi b4 tat u wun anihow let ppl hold ur hands unless u had feelings 4 them... we both held... does tat means u do had feelings 4 mi like wat i had of u?if tats the case.. doesnt it hurtz u 2 c me in tiz state?i had a BBQ on wed 7/9... i told u b4... but when we went 4 movies 2dae... u told mi abt ur plans 4 nxt wk... u told mi tat 7/9 u're going out... but din u noe its my bd?i tot u wun reali keep it in mind... if not in a bk or wat... atleast will rmb... but... u nv did.. it reali hurtz mi... i held back all the warm tears tats been battling inside my eyes... but when i reached hm.. i could fight no more when the tears started 2 'clean' my face... i reali duno abt the tings going on btwn us... i reali duno... i reali hope my bd will b a pleasant 1... i'm reali falling apart... guess onli u can decide wats my nxt path after my bd ba...
     
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